Thursday night and all day Friday, I cried. The silent tears rolling down your face kind of cry...Tears of deep seated fear and pain...Like the ones I shed when my mom died. Like the ones I shed when I knew that Brooklyn was going to live with another family. Like ones I shed when I said good bye to Brooklyn at the hospital, fully expecting to never see her again...
I am not at liberty to share what the circumstances are for this latest bout of tears. Perhaps one day I can. The point of this post is to share what an arrogant fool I am.
Here I am, this puny speck of dust, looking up into the vast heavens that God spoke into existence with a word, the One Who holds it all together with the power of His word, the One who feeds the ravens, the One Who clothes the lilies of the fields, the One Who is Truth, the One Who is the author of all life and I say to this mighty Sovereign God...
I am afraid to trust You with this...
How deep is Your love
How high and how wide is Your mercy
How deep is Your grace
Our hearts overflow with praise
To You
Praying for you & wishing I could give you a hug...
ReplyDeleteYou just did.... *smile*
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry for whatever you are going through. Wish I could be there physically for you, but you're in my thought and prayers.
ReplyDeleteI will be praying for you!!! God is so good to love us and care for us :::no matter what:::
ReplyDeleteI echo the other comments. Virtual hugs and prayers coming your way!
ReplyDeleteAnd - yes, all that snow is just WRONG. It's spring, right?
((((HUGS))))
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